Wednesday, May 30, 2007
My skies were grey
When doubts cloud my mind
It's so hard to see past my fears
Carrying what felt like a heavy load
My strength seems to fade
Silence set in...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
A time to reflect
A moment to ponder
All that surrounds
Is disturbing me as a whole
Moments like this
I'm never at ease
Burdened by worries and pain
In a world of in-betweens where it all feels upside down
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Fearing for the worst...
As the clock ticks away
Seconds, minutes, hours...
Finally the sms came
With a great sigh of relief
Relieved
Uncle Wayne, you will be missed...
Rock on in heaven...
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Darkness falls on a weary soul
Trying hard to hold on
And search for strength within
Hope is gone and shall never return
There's no turning back...
Monday, May 21, 2007
Life is hard making wrong choices
I went with the flow
Opt for the easy way out
But now I can't help questioning my choice
The 'what if' and 'if only'
Would things have been different?
When it's too late
It soon becomes unbearable
The damage is done
Misery overcomes my mind
Can there be a second chance?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Right now I seem consumed by feelings...
Thoughts rage my mind
All that echoes in my mind
Screaming out for the answers
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
What am I doing?
I just can't explain what's come over me
I can't believe it came out that way
I only know that I have been fighting my senses
Leaving me restless every night
So familiar with the pain
Monday, May 14, 2007
My thoughts stray aimlessly
Through the numerous cobwebs in my mind
Unexplained, yet undeniable
If only I can find the words...
Princess - my promise to you 2808
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Running circles
Chasing thoughts
Never felt in control
What has it come to when I feel helpless?
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
There's one thought that brings a peace to my life
That one thought is interrupted by reality
Is my peace dwelling in delusional dreams?
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
If you don't have a competitive advantage, don't compete =p
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I think I have it all together
I think I have got it right
Only to discover otherwise
I tried my best
But still made mistakes
Ahh!
Why din I realise it?
I wanted so much for a perfect gift
But I missed out on something
Aww!
Disappointed by my incompetence
True friendship grows & never ends
Friday, May 04, 2007
Can't breathe anymore
Can't believe anymore
When it all disappears
When truth comes to my fears
What's the point in getting up?
There's no point in this
I see only pain
No sunshine through the falling rain
I don't have it in me to try
Everything in me wants to die
HURT
In destruction, there is beauty
In sadness, there is hope
And everyday that ends the same
Has the possibility to change
Inspired by the little things that took me by surprise
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Started my day badly
Worry only gets me worked up
Especially when in a hurry
Late for first lesson
Felt really bad about it
Got a little reunion
Small talks exchanged
Catching up on old times
Updating one another on our lives
Ahh!
Missed the good old times...
You are not alone
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I stand alone in my own world of thoughts
Contemplating on my next move
Utterly unsure which way to go
Confused & uncertain of what is to come
I have more to think about than just myself
Are there repercussion to suffer?
Despair keeps my lips sealed
