Tuesday, July 24, 2007
In that spilt second
I should have been knocked down by the bus
I wanted so much to DIE
Saturday, July 21, 2007
I am a total failure
I'll be better off DEAD
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Tears fall as I tear myself apart
I know that I am losing it...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I feel like running from what I fear
I know that I will never hear
The words that mean so much to me
My mind is filled with worry and pain
Of how life is ever going to be the same
Nothing seems to go right
Life doesn't seem worth living
I can't think rationally anymore
Suicidal thoughts running through my head
The only way it would end my misery
Thursday, July 12, 2007
DESPAIRMy soul is crushed
My spirit is gone
Why does everything always go wrong?
I take one step forward
And two steps back
In the shadow of doubt
In the endlessness of black
Depression - deeper and deeper I go
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Interwining scrambling
Dazed and confused
It sits on me
Pulling me down
Every corner I turn
There will be a fear
Where emptiness begins and light retreats into the distance
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
The music has faded
And left in its wake
Is the lingering chord of silence
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Helpless with irrational thoughts
Spinning hastily through my head
The anxiety is maddening
With each minute that I dwell
An endless circuit that's never done
