Wednesday, October 31, 2007
A line so fine
It used to not exist
What a difference it makes
Reminiscence of the past
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Just when I thought it changed
Things are still the same
I want to believe in it again
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Heartrending pain is what its all about
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
It comes from within
There is no other emotion
That can encapsulate the soul
When it comes along
It seems that there are so much to say
It never cease to exist
Saturday, October 20, 2007
There's so much on my mind
Filled with regrets & sorrow
I can't get over it
Its killing me inside
And its tearing me apart
Arghhh! Why must this happen to me?
I HATE myself for being an IDIOT for being so PROBLEMATICI have let my friends down
Been giving them too much problems
I am not good enough to be their friend
Perhaps I should disappear from their lives
No matter how hard I tried
It was just never enough
Seems like everything I wanted
Is always out of reach
I soon realised I was weak
My soul cries out
I am a failure at everything
Unwanted
Friday, October 19, 2007
Thinking of that moment in time
Blink and I'll miss it
Nothing ever stop me from thinking
Or ever from reminding
The mind flickers once
And fades to black
Can't help feeling that I'm nothing but trouble
Guess I'm not worthy of anything
I should just shut myself out from the world
Constant flashbacks of traumatic events
Thursday, October 18, 2007
It never rains but it pours...
Monday, October 15, 2007
In one blink of an eye
Everything fades to black
My soul sinking into a river of sadness
Weighed down by all my pain
Swirling around in the dark cold water
When it all goes wrong
Sunday, October 14, 2007
I don't know what to do
I don't know if I'll get through
It seems like the end is near
I can't take it anymore
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I stand almost desolated
Sad on the outcome of my dreams
I hope they are not devastated
For they no longer flow like a stream
The fear is consuming me
Thursday, October 04, 2007
There is a pain in my heart
That bring tears in my eyes
Where it hurts...
Things will never be the same again
